Today I'm Not Myself.

Def¡ne PRETENDING ?
Say¡nq You're OK ,
But NOT !
That You Understand ,
But You Dont !
Act¡nq L¡ke You're Busy ,
But ¡n Real¡ty You're Lonely !
Conv¡nc¡nq People That You Just Want To Be A Fr¡end ,
But What You Really Want ¡s More Than Fr¡ends !
When You Know That She/He Has Somebody New ,
You Act L¡ke ¡t Doesn't Hurt When ¡t Really Hurts So Bad !
When You Say You've Moved On ,
But The Truth ¡s St¡ll Wa¡t¡nq !
When You Say ¡t's Over ,
But You Know You St¡ll Love H¡m/Her !
PRETANDING You're Not Affected BUT ¡nfact YOU ARE.

I know this would never happen.

I wonder if/when she will call me. I keep thinking she will come back. My gut tells me that she will but when I think about it, I know she wont. It's hard to imagine life without her. It's sad. I guess I'm in denial that we actually broke up and i have to move on without her. It really makes me sad because we had so much goin for us.Think she will ever get in touch with me again?

One Day Everything Changed....

One day in your life
You'll remember a place
Someone touching your face
You'll come back and you'll look around, you'll . . .

One day in your life
You'll remember the love you found here
You'll remember me somehow
Though you don't need me now
I will stay in your heart
And when things fall apart
You'll remember one day . . .

One day in your life
When you find that you're always waiting
For a love we used to share
Just call my name, and I'll be there

You'll remember me somehow
Though you don't need me now
I will stay in your heart
And when things fall apart
You'll remember one day . . .

One day in your life
When you find that you're always lonely
For a love we used to share
Just call my name, and I'll be there.