Waiting for you.

Why do you hurt me so much? Yet I still keep loving you no matter what. You crush my heart into pieces, left me for dead in the streets and laugh at like a fool. Yet, I'm still here, waiting with my head spinning from memories we have together. Yeah, they say love rules, makes the world go round, but it only makes my head spin in pain and longing for you. That's how I am now begging for a little bit of something- sentimentality or tenderness- I don't know.

You messed me up real good. You made me crazy in love. You made me into this! If you know mercy and give it to a dying dog like me, let me come see you. I am not what you think I am, I feel things baby. I feel things real hard than most people, so forgive me if I ever hurt you in anyway out of anger. Emotions and words don't come easy for me, they never have. But that doesn't mean I don't know how to love. Maybe I should try harder to show you that I do, I do love you and I will always will no matter how much you keep on hurting me.

Ask your heart - do I deserve all the things your doing to me? Have I not been good to you? Do I not even deserve to be your friend after all we've been through? I was there for you when no one else was. I was deeply loyal and loving till the end and you know the truth. So find time to sort your issues, forgive and forget if you must. Or please open your mind - we should TALK things over. We should talk more and fight less. No matter how hurtful things are and no matter how much you've hurt me. I still believe in us.

Somebody Please Understand.

I am not over you, not in a million gazillion years. You may look different now, I don't care. I love you. I don't care if you grow old, get fatter and have more babies. I don't care if you've loved so many, even though most have never loved you back. I just want you to know that I love you more than these people would even blink and care about you. The ugly truth is that you can't accept the fact that there is someone in this world who does love you for who you really are, who doesn't care about your past or what people say about you. You deserve to be loved and loved back. You are beautiful in my eyes and no one can ever say otherwise.

ThatsWhyILOVEYOUSOOOOMUCH#SIMRAN

The minute I heard my first love story, I started looking for you, not knowing how blind that was. Lovers don’t finally meet somewhere. They’re in each other all along.

Iloveyou

ForYouHoneyBeeYouStickOnSugarFaces#SIMRAN

Really fucked up today, Missing you like a crazy ass.
Seriously yaar life is boring without you.
Life has no meaning without you.
You light up my life.
I seriously don't know what's happening with me or us.
This is life?? Nooo this is bullshit.

Everyday I see many happy couples on the streets and every time I end up with tears, wish I could hold you like they do, wish I could tell this world that you're mine and your the reason why I am on this planet, to love you more and more. You're my smile.

I feel jealous when I see couples,
I feel jealous when they hold each other's hands,
I feel jealous when they kiss each other,
I feel jealous when they laugh together to make world jealous of their love and they feel proud.
I just end up with tears and our memories which we had and it hurts, I ask myself why am I suffering??
You may not be able to understand my love for you.
You never made me feel like a king.
I did soo much to make you happy and make you proud of yourself.
You're mean SIMRAN, I know you will never ever see my face because you hate me.

I have always loved you and I pray for your happiness and your good health and I wish you get everything in your life.

Anyways, I am suffering from this.
I don't want you to suffer.

May you get your true love and get settled with him and remain happy till the last breath. I can guarantee you that you guys would have awesome life and future.

You're my first and last love and I am in love with our shared memories..I'm loving it.

StayBlessedMyLilGirlMayYouGetEverything#SIMRAN

" Always remember that if a person loved you once, even after a hundred years there will still be some of that love left. no matter how much that person denies it."

YOUAREMYPRECIOUSSTONE#SIMRANDIAMOND

Everyone knows stones weigh alot, this can be apply to weight from everyday life, worries, anger, hurt, pains, we get so caught up with negative emotions and thoughts, we over look those around us, who are DIAMONDS in our life, at time mistreat them, not give them focus, but instead look at their faults, condem them, because they are not doing or thinking as you would want them too, those are stones, that weigh you down, in which it affects your demeanor, then later your fraustrated, and looking at everyones faults, so you turned the DIAMOND into a black ugaly stone, solution: put that stone bag down, start looking at the good, positive side ( The Diamond side). Family, girlfriends/ boyfriends, Wife/ Husbands don't take each other for granted, Friends in your life, true friends, when was the last time you told anyone of these you loved them? Or do you think and say oh they know I do? But if I say it too much I am showing I am weak, are you? So what are you waiting for, until they are gone? then your standing there with regrets, in your mind your saying if only!! PRIDE, Selfishness, EGO are in the way, right NOW IS THE TIME! to repair and renew, oneself, look at the beauty of the Diamond not the flaws, you may say but I now this already.... oh really then why are you still holding on to stones that weigh you down, only each one of us knows our stones... Do you depend on yourself to pull you threw? where is your faith in GOD, or you don't need him, you follow your own rules, A wise man with wisdom, woman as well, would trust and put his faith on him, he will help you put those stones down, and hand you Diamonds, But only you can make that choice.... Grow old alone because stones dug your grave, or live blessfull because Diamonds were in front of you and you did not take them for granted... YOUR CHOICE!!

IWILLLOVEYOUFORATHOUSANDYEARS#SIMRAN

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer.

Simran Come Back..

Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you’re here not there
And you’d give anything to get what’s fair
But fair ain’t what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see?

Dreaming About You..

Dear Simran,

Last night I had a beautiful dream. I was lost in a fog. I was wandering around, searching for something, only I didn’t know what it was exactly that I was searching for.  Every face I saw was strange.  Then at my darkest and lonliest moment I saw your face. You smiled at me, extended your hand and then we flew up together over the clouds and straight up towards the sun and the stars – twirling around and around — like two angels caught in a cosmic embrace. We were so happy.

Then I woke up and realized that this was no dream.  I had been presented with the truth about you.  Please take me up, my fiery angel, my beloved ♥ SIMRAN ♥ Wherever you go, please take me with you. Please stay by my side and make me complete.  My eyes need to see what you see, my ears hear what you hear and my soul feel what you feel…

Your Die Hard Crazy Lover
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