I have waited for you for 3 years and I will wait for you for the rest of my life. Even if that means I have to give you up for the rest of my life, I will wait for you. I love you that much and nothing will ever change that.
Sometimes I think,
Maybe she's doing the same thing as me... maybe she wants so bad to call me, but just won't because I haven't called her.. then again, maybe I shouldn't fill myself with false hope that she might just be missing me like I'm missing her.
There have been many days,
Since I didn’t see your lovely face,
There are no words my heart says,
but, get me out of this lonely place,
so If you can hear voice of my heart,
Come back my love and get me through,
and I promise we will never be apart,
and for rest of my life I’ll be loving you..!!
Don't forget me, I beg
I'll remember you said"
Sometimes it lasts in love, and sometimes it hurts instead.
Just when I think I'm finally starting to get over you, there's those stupid little things that remind me of you again..
I think of you in Silence
I often speak your name
All I have left are memories and a heart around your Name
My Heart aches with sadness
and all my tears will flow
but what it meant to lose you
no-one will ever know.
No one can replace you.
No one would try.
No one could make me feel the way you did.
No one will get close enough to see me cry.
No one was there for me the way you were.
No one could make me smile as big as you did.
No one could make everything fade away.
No one could undo the pain I'd felt every single day.
No one drove me crazy quite like you.
No one showed me how wrong I could be.
No one took the time to really see me.
No one loved me enough to walk with me.
I thought you were this perfect gift that could make my world a bit brighter, until I realized you were the reason why it seemed to keep getting darker.
No one could make me feel as worthless as you did.
No one could take my heart and tear it in two.
No one could find my weakness and exploit them like you.
No one was able to get inside and take every secret from my aching heart.
No one would try to break me as much as you dared to.
No one could take my love for granted as much as you do.
No one could make everything seem to crash down as hard as you.
No one could shatter me with one look, or a lack of one.
No one has made me feel so utterly alone while standing right next to me.
So as I seem to be No One to you, You will become No One to me too....
Time and time again, I forgave you. I've forgiven you for things that I swore to myself I'd never forgive someone for... and here you are, still hurting me, and I still forgave you.
Sometimes I wish I could show you how much I'm suffering without you.
I wish I could tell you much pain I'm bearing.
I wish I could tell you how important you are in my life.
Everyday one or other guy or girl ask me the same questions, Are you dating someone? Are you committed?
I don't have answers to their questions.
I don't know why they are worried about me and status. FUCK THEM..!!
WISH I COULD SHOW THEM WHOM I'M DATING FROM LAST 4 YEARS.
SIMRAN SIMRAN SIMRAN SIMRAN SIMRAN SIMRAN SIMRAN SIMRAN
I wanna show you how much I love you and I am a changed person now. This is real Sorabh, who loves you alot. Who can do anything for you.
For you I can leave anything.
My life funda - Chaiye Toh Simran Warna Kuch Nahi.
Sabh puchte hai family mein, do you love someone? ? Are you dating? ?
Yess I love one girl and mad for her but she's in my heart and soul, but you guys won't be able to see her.
My Mom Always ask about you, shes the one whose standing with me. I show your pictures and messages to her. I feel proud .
Chaiye Toh Simran Warna Kuch Nahi.
Waqt Jaise Theher Gaya Hai Yahi, Har Taraf Ek Ajab Udasi Hai
Bekarari Ka Aisa Aalam Hai, Jism Tanhaa Hai, Ruh Pyaasi Hai
Teri Surat Ab Ek Pal Kyu Nazar Se Hat Ti Nahi
Raat Din Toh Kat Jate Hai, Umra Tanhaa Kat Ti Nahi
Chaha Ke Bhi Na Kuch Keh Saku Tujhse Main
Dard Kaise Karu Main Bayaan
Main Yahaan, Tu Wahan, Zindagi Hai Kahaan.
My life has no meaning without you.
This poor guy is waiting for you.
Tired of everything, did everything to get you back but time is not supporting me.
Tired of this life,
Tired of everything thing,
Without you there is nothing to live for.
Iloveyou..May you realize my pain and tears value one day.
Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you, every song I heard some how related to you. I hate days like today because they remind me of the one thing I don't have.
Tu hai ab jo baahon mein, Qarar hai
Rab Ka Shukrana
Saanson mein hai nasha, Khumar hai
Rab Ka Shukrana
Tu hi ab mera deen hai, imaan hai
Rab Ka Shukrana
Mera kalma hai tu, Azaan hai
Rab Ka Shukrana
Rab Ka... ...Shukrana
Tu mila toh sab mila
Ab kisi se kya gila
Tujhme simtu, aa main bikhru
Teri baahon mein....
Tu mila toh sab mila
Ab kisi se kya gila...
Tujhme simtu, aa main bikhru
Teri baahon mein fanaa ho jaaun main
Tu hi ab duniya meri, Jahaan hai
Rab Ka Shukrana
Khabon ki khayalon ki udaan hai
Rab Ka Shukrana
Tu hi ab mera deen hai, imaan hai
Rab Ka Shukrana
Mera kalma hai tu, Azaan hai
Rab Ka Shukrana
Sab se ho jaaun pare jo ishara tu kare
Abb toh rehna hai tujhi mein
Gumshuda hoon main
Sab se ho jaaun pare jo ishara tu kare
Abb toh rehna hai tujhi mein
Gumshuda hoon main
Ho teri baahon mein....
Jazbo ka toh naya bayaan hai
Rab Ka Shukrana
Naya rutba nayi shaan hai
Rab Ka Shukrana
Tu hi ab mera deen hai, imaan hai
Rab Ka Shukrana
Mera kalma hai tu, Azaan hai tu
Rab Ka Shukrana.
A real relationship… our relationship…Had fights. Had trust. Had faith. Had tears. Had hurt. Had genuine laughter. Had weird, stupid, unnecessary arguments. Had patience. Had communication. Had secrets. Had jealousy. And most importantly had love. That whole mess that turned out beautifully and an experience that can never be forgotten…. I can’t let you go..ever..
Sometimes I find myself just thinking about you. I pick up my phone as if I’m about to text you and tell you everything I feel; the way that my heart starts to race whenever I think about you, the way I just want to see you so that we can sit and do nothing together, the way that I want to laugh with you and make you laugh so I can see that smile that always brightened my day, so that I can hold you close to me and feel needed, because everyone needs that, to feel needed.
They say I’m better off without you,
their words I don’t believe.
They say you lied, they doubt you,
and think that I should leave.
Well 3 year's out and down the line,
I find myself insane.
Who knew that you would define,
a world of endless pain.
They said I’d be better off without you,
but what the fuck do they know?
they don’t know anything about you,
about how you helped me grow.
Has being alone ever cured anybody’s issues?
Has being alone held you as you cried
and offered any tissues?
Has being alone made you smile for no reason
in the middle of the day?
Has being alone ever made you feel okay?
Well you cured my issues and offered me so much more,
you offered me happiness and confidence, made wings for me to soar
you gave me so much to live for, a reason to get through the day
being alone can’t do that, being alone’s just not okay.
The last time that I talked to you I made you cry and every single day since then I’ve thought about you. I feel like I shut that door. It was just too hard to hear from you so often telling me how perfect I was for you, yet knowing that I couldn’t be with you. It was so confusing and difficult to have my heart torn back and forth between living my own life and writing you back about all the things I miss and how perfect you are/were for me.
Thats why the last time we spoke I told you I couldn’t do it anymore, I told you that I needed to stop hearing you tell me how much you loved our relationship…This hurt you and I understand why, but it hurt me so much more, and is continuing to, because I’m the one that closed that door… and right now I’m the one that wants to go through that door… open it and see you.
I was never someone who got anxiety attacks. Sure, things bothered me and I dwelled on them and kept me nervous and at night some things kept me awake, but before you I never had anxiety attacks.
Nowadays I get them pretty frequently, and honestly its always when its something that makes me think of you. Every time something comes up that reminds me of you I get these huge, awful, long-lasting anxiety attacks.
Today at mall someone was wearing the same scent that you used to wear…the same scent that used to make my heart skip a beat, my senses sharpen, and my inhibitions weaken….that same scent sent me into deep anxiety and hopelessness…
…hopeless that the best days are behind me, that you will never again find me.
What is it that they say about people?
If two past lovers can remain friends then its either that they are still in love or they never were?
What does it mean then that you and I have drifted so far apart? Why is it that when we took that break that it just never ended and that you lost touch with me? Why is it that you cried when I told you that we should try just being friends for a while, when I was really saying I wanted to be closer to you again?
If two past lovers can’t remain friends then its either that they were never in love or their love is so strong that it will preserve through everything, it will permeate their lives and infect them so that even when they are not together, they will always miss and love the other, even if they are too strong or stubborn to admit it?
When we least expect, we have to say good bye to our loved ones. There will be times, when we can’t explain, why we have to crash & burn the bridge which we considered as our world.The pain of separation from the loved one is more painful than solitary prison, where person will be living like a soulless body and living just for the sake of it. Most of the times, a confession wouldn’t repair the damages, that has been already done.May be during these process, we have caused un-reparable damages; however hard we try to correct can’t be undone.
These pains affects us in a profound way, and people involved in these process will be experiencing a crash & burn situation, where their hopes and dreams associated with person are lost in the process. The pain of dejection, rejection and loneliness will be haunting those soulless beings, who have been going through these processes.Some might feel that, they are being emotionally used and played a martyr drama to do escapism, which is actually not true. There may be the exception who likes to play the role of killer hunter and use people emotionally. But I would like to stand apart and make the record straight.
We never know what role we have to play in the next minute. We are actually puppets in the hands of destiny. However hard, we try to deny this fact; it is the fact of life.May be someone else has different opinion, which I don’t want to contradict and prove that I am right. The destiny has played a wonderful game, where I was a puppet in destiny’s hand and however hard I try to break its clutches, I am unable to do it
May be, I shouldn’t have come into your life and given you hopes & shatter it; but falling love with u was like catching fire to my soul.I know after reaching this stage of inseparable hearts, where both had drowned in the nectar of love, would it possible for me to say good bye just like that.
I don’t know how to put across to you ,but I would like you to know that ,you were my princesses of my heart and would cherish that moments locked in my heart ,daily visiting and pouring blood to those moments; so that those moments, will also live with that broken heart.The emotions of those wonderful moments are still lingering in my thoughts. These words are coming from a heart, who is equally shattered and each day yearning to be with you.
But, I know these words are nothing to you, as you have lost your trust in me and wouldn’t want to hear any more words coming from cheater, liar and dramatist which you always have described me.
May be its time to let the whole world, know that love for you was always true and I want to shout to whole world that you are always mine. Even though love between us was through the expression of word and without seen, I could feel your presence every time near to me. Some day, I hope that you will understand my reason behind to burn the bridge, which I always held close to my heart.
No matter how far you are, I hope one day you read this letter of broken heart and understand why it was necessary to sacrifice my world and let you go.
With lots of Love
Sorabh Kumar
Bewaf Padh Isse.
Kaash tune bhi humse sachi mohabbat ki hoti, fir tujhe pta chalta sach pyaar aur dard kya hota hai..
Tanhaiyon me muskurana ishq hai,
Ek baat ko sab se chupana ishq hai,
Yun to neend nahi aati hamein raat bhar,
Magar sote sote jagna aur jagte jagte sona ishq hai.
Hamse Kare Woh Pyar
Izhaar Kisi Aur Se Kare
Khuda Kare Jis Se Kare Woh Izhaar
Woh Bhi Pyar Kise Aur Se Kare.
Log puchte hain kyu surkh hain tumhari aankhein,
Hans ke keh deta hoon raat ko so na saka,
Laakh chahoon bhi magar ye keh na sakoon,
Raat ko rone ki hasrat thi magar ro na saka.
Kitna Dur Nikal Gye Riste Nibhate Nibate,
Khud Ko Kho Diya Humne Apno Ko Pate Pate,
Log Kahte Hai Dard Hai Mere Dil Me,
Aur Hum Thak Gye Muskurate Muskurate.
Humare aansu wo jaan na sake,
Mohobbat ki kahani wo maan na sake,
Kaha tha unhone marne k baad b yaad karenge,
Jeete jee to wo yaad kar na sake.
Zindgi se apna har dard chupa lena,
Khushi na sahi gam gale laga lena,
Koi agar kahe mohabbat aasan hai,
To use mera toota hua dil dikha dena.
Zamane se nahi tanhai se darte hain, pyar se nahi rusvai se darte hain, dil mein umang hai tujhse milne ki, par milne ke baad ki judaai se darte hain.
Fuck it man Fuck it..
I hate this feeling now..
Not a single girl is meant for me in this planet except you. Aarrgghhhhh I don't wanna live here.
Worst day ever.
Everyday Everywhere Everytime I look for you, search you on the roads, streets, malls and in the crowds but I get nothing in return except tears.
I search your qualities in every girl, your smile, your dimples, your hairstyle and you. Who can understand me rather than a fake commitment.
This world is fucking crazy and mad. Can't trust anyone except for you.
You are the best thing that has happened to me in my life.
Wish I could change all this.
I love you soo much.
I get soo many proposals everyday, but I reject them and I just hate interacting with them, they call me you are mean, selfish and full of ego and attitude..may be they want me but they know my name and fake smile but not my story.
If they would come to know how much I love you after four years also, they would literally salute me but I dont want them to understand me.
I loved once and will love you till the last breath no matter what.
Call me mad, Call me crazy but I love you Simran.
Wish you could read my tears and feel my pain. Your love means everything to me.
Take care
Your Love
Sorabh Kumar
Dear Simran,
Our love started over the net and everything seemed almost perfect then. We had never met but the love we felt was so big and true already, and could only become complete by meeting each other.
The very first day I saw you in person, we held one other so tightly ... we didn't want to let go, and time stood still. We had a perfect day and we knew it could only get better and better if we only stood by each other, held, kissed and hugged. After that moment we never went through a day without saying how much we love and need each other for the rest of our life.
Being far away from you is killing me, not sharing every day with you and not being able to hold you whenever I want, hurts so much but I know that at the end of all this pain I will find you again. You stood by my side, when things were good and when they were bad, you listened and hugged me saying, "Everything's gonna be okay".
I know we'll have a great life together and can't wait for us to be with each other every day, sharing everyday problems and joy, without having to leave one another's side. Fate put us through this, but we'll come out of it all shining as the love we feel is hard to find.
I'm proud of the person you are. I love the way you are with me and with others. I'm proud to be with someone like you, the sweetest and most caring girl I've ever known. Don't ever change, Honey, as you're perfect to me ... we're perfect for each other and it will be like that for eternity.
Love always,
Sorabh
