I was never someone who got anxiety attacks. Sure, things bothered me and I dwelled on them and kept me nervous and at night some things kept me awake, but before you I never had anxiety attacks.
Nowadays I get them pretty frequently, and honestly its always when its something that makes me think of you. Every time something comes up that reminds me of you I get these huge, awful, long-lasting anxiety attacks.
Today at mall someone was wearing the same scent that you used to wear…the same scent that used to make my heart skip a beat, my senses sharpen, and my inhibitions weaken….that same scent sent me into deep anxiety and hopelessness…
…hopeless that the best days are behind me, that you will never again find me.
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