<3 God Bless You <3

A thousand words couldn't bring you back I know this because I tried, neither could a thousand tears I know this because I cried, you left behind a broken heart and happy memories too but I never wanted memories.. I only wanted you.

PleaseComeBack#IAMINCOMPLETEWITHOUTYOU

My heart beat,

I don't know how to begin to express my appreciation for you. You mean so much to me--more than you could possibly know. I can't imagine not having you in my life. My life has become so entwined, that i simply can't live without you anymore. I need you like springtime blossoms need rain and sunshine. We've laughed together, cried together and through it all we've grown. All along, I've known that there's a special quality about you. You have a magical way of reaching inside me and filling my heart with hope and happiness. You make me feel like I can accomplish anything.

Every day, I think about you and I imagine how great every hour, every minute, and every second would be if you were here with me. Every night, when I lie in bed, I dream that you're beside me, holding me close to you. If you were, I'd whisper in your ear, how much I love you. Since you came into my life nothing has been the same. I've experienced love to its fullest, and I've tasted a beauty that never ends, because you're where my happiness begins. I'm incomplete without you, and I'll never stop loving you. You're the world to me,in brilliant colors. You're my best friend,a favourite song that will never end. And together is where we should be. Someday soon, I pray, that you'll walk through the door and take this heartache away

Waiting eagerly for U,

Your love
Sorabh

OneDayWeWillMeet.

Why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together? I guess that wouldn't work. Someone would leave. Someone always leaves. Then we would have to say good-bye. I hate good-byes. I know what I need. I need you simran.

<3 MeToYou <3

The day you told me how you feel,
I felt as if it was meant to be,
Because I liked you too.
As each day pass,
my feelings for you grew.
It is clear to see,
How my heart races with time
when you're with me.
Then I realized,
love is beautiful.
Always looking forward,
To spend our days together,
Filling it with sweet memories,
For our little hearts to remember.
But deep inside,
I knew our days together will soon end.
With tears on my pillow,
I would count the time we have left.
Sometimes I stop to think,
How it would be like.
Not having you beside me,
Just kills me inside.
But whatever happens to us,
I will never forget.
You are my first,
And I have no regrets.
Ending this with a short prayer,
And hoping we will never part.
My feelings for you are said
In four letters, two words,
And in the middle,
A heart.

I ♥ you

<3 LoveIsLikeDeath <3

I sit here alone
in this place
called hell
no one can make
me happy or fix
me but you and
the love you have for me
but you never show up for days on end
I take a knife and carve your
name all over my arms
an use the blood to write
your name on the walls
around me
I call you and tell
you thank you so
much for the life you have given
me to be alive for
but right now my
life is now gone
because of your absence
I hear the line go dead
then after awhile I hear
you run up to my room
take me in your arms
and look around at the horrific
site of your name in blood all over
and my arms with your name in it
and say baby I'd never leave your
side not for anyone
on this earth I was
getting you something perfect
so here it is will you marry me
I wanna be with my death angel for life
you put the ring on my finger an heal my wounds
an now we are together forever
no one can ruin the love
of the dark prince
and the death angel.

Dreaming And Dieing..!!

You promised forever
Now, Forever came and went
Now I feel so alone
I can't believe you could really do this to me.
I truly love you even with all the little pieces of my broken heart
I want you to be mine again
But you said you want to feel how I felt to be hurt.
You can never feel the way I do,
Trust me, you won't know it
I want you back.
I need you back
You were the only one that holds my heart
I love you, and I always will.

Love Or Lies..

I love you.
Those three words didn't mean a thing,
I thought we were meant to be,
But I guess it was just a fling,
There's a wall around my heart, stopping me from crying,
But there's something inside of me,
That feels like it's dying.
You were everything, I needed, care for,
I chose you, but now my heart is sore,
You will never realize, that you were my everything,
but believe me when I say this,
I really did love you.

Never Fall In Love.

I have always loved one person. Though she doesn't feel the same anymore. We used to be in a relationship... She always avoids me, making my loneliness worse. Sometimes I've felt like an asshole but I know that things happen for a reason and that there is always something positive from a negative. Though this poem is true, I would die for her. Just because she doesn't love me, doesn't mean I can't still love her. Enjoy my poem :(

IWouldDieForYou#SIMRAN

Every day I think of you,
But it’s just a matter of time,
I can’t keep going through life like this,
You will never be mine.

I will forever love you,
Though you don’t feel the same,
You can’t help who you fall in love with,
It's not a pick and choose game,

If I could tell you one final thing,
I wouldn't know what to say...
I have so many things to talk about,
But my life has just decayed.

I would tell you that I loved you,
Not that you would care,
So I would kiss your cheek and walk away,
And that would be my dare.

I can't keep going on like this,
My pain is just too much,
I would curl up in the corner,
Unmoving. Losing my sense of touch.

I'd let depression pull me under,
Like the sea with tidal waves,
Or hurt myself dramatically,
And join some other slaves.

I will do anything you ask of me,
Even apply a shining blade,
Let the crimson blood ooze down my neck,
My life isn't worth the save.

I would die for you my lover,
But only when you know,
I’ve never stopped loving you,
Since all those years ago...

Tears No More.

I told you how I felt
but you turned the other cheek
I was basically rejected
I feel so small, so very weak

I found the reason why I always keep to myself
I hate this feeling of pain
Of being rejected like I'm not good enough
This will happen never again

I'm tired of letting people in
I'm tired of being alone
I'm tired of being rejected and hurt
This is it that feelings gone

I'm not gonna let you in
I'm not gonna let you see my tears fall
I'm not gonna let you see me hurt
I'm not gonna let you bring me down most of all

I told you how I felt
Because I wanted you to know
But apparently you would never feel the same
So I guess its time for me to go.

Thanks For Leaving Me Like This.. </3

ForYouSimran,

Ab udaas hona bhi acha lagta hai;
Kisi ka pass na hona bhi acha lagta hai.
Main door reh kar b kisi ki yaadon me hun;
Ye ehsaas hona b acha lagta hai.

Tu Hee HarPal Bandha Hai, Lamhoo Ki Inn Zanzhiro Mein.. </3

Iss Dil me basa liya h tujhe..
Hoontho pe saja liya h tujhe..
Mat kar mohobbat kisi aur se..
Kyuki apne khwabo me saja liya h tujhe..

Pehle Barish Hoti Thi To Yaad Ate The
Ab Jab Yaad Aati Ho To Barish Hoti Hai.

Kash woh is dil ki nazakat ko samajhte,
yeh dil kitna tanha hai is haqiqat ko samajhte.
Luta dete hum apni qayanat un par,
agar woh hamari chahat ki ibadat ko samajhte.

Asmaan k taare aksar pochte hai humse,
kya tumhe ab bhi intzaar hai uske ane ka?
aur mera dil muskura k kehta hai,
mujhe to ab tak yaqeen nahi huwa uske jane ka..... 

Iloveyou..!!

Missing You So Much..
Wish I Could  Talk To  You Now.. :(

Tujhe Bewafa Kehkar

Main Paa Na Sakaa Tujhe Shaayad Meri Hi Khataa Hogi,
Meri Mohabbat Hogi Badnaam Aur Tanhaai Meri Sazaa Hogi,

Main Wo Nahi Jo Badnaam Karunga Tujhe Bewafa Kahkar
Sadaa Khush Rahe Tu Yahi Tujhko ”Jaan” Meri Dua Hogi,

Kho Jayega ”SORABH” Bhi Shayad Duniya Ki Bheed Mein Kahin
Magar Jab Tak Chalegi Saans Labon Pe Teri Hi Sadaa Hogi…

Tum Kya Jaano Ishq Cheez Kya Hai.

Humne jise dil-o-jaan se jise chaha,
Us bewafa ne kisi aur ko chaha,
Pata nahi hum kyu unke liye fariyad karte hai,
Jo pyar ke bahane hume barbad karte hai.

Aaj jarurat hai jiski wo paas nahi hai,
Ab unke dil me wo ehsas nahi hai,
Tadapte hai do pal baat karne ko,
Shayad ab waqt hamare liye unke pass nahi hai.

WhatIsLoveAskGod#DHANDHANBABADEEPSINGHJI

Great sayings by ♥DHAN DHAN BABA DEEP SINGH JI♥

Those who wish to play the game of love, come to me with your head in your palm.  
If you wish your feet to travel this path, don't delay in accepting to give your head.  

RandomThought#Hopeless

If one day you want to cry, just call me. I can't promise I'll make you laugh, but I can cry with you.
If one day you want to run away, don't be afraid, just call me. I can't promise I'll make you stop, but I can run with you.
If one day you are bored, just call me. I can't promise I will entertain you, but I can tell you I am bored too.
But if one day you tell me you are in love with me, I promise I will tell you I am love with you, too.

I'm soo happy that you have found a new boyfriend#KARANRAJKOHLI

Finally you have found your new love.
I'm really happy for you.
May god bless you with lots of love and happiness.
You guys look perfect together.

Now I can see how player's play the game. You are a legend in making love and getting new love.
Cheers babe..!!

Missing You SIMRAN </3 </3

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh, take me back to the start.

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Don't speak as loud as my heart
And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start.

RespectYourFatherBut#WhatYouLove# MoneyCarsParties

Have you ever thought about your life??

Have you ever thought about your father?? Seriously your dad is really a true hero and true father but you never moved according to him. He's such a honest and lovable person who actually love's his daughter's.
When he came to know about our relationship, he contacted me once but he never abused or hurted me. Same he did with you.  He was calm and bit angry from you.  Being a father he was right actually,  he cared for you and thats why he opted for your hostel and than also what you did ?? Tell me..??
You're still making him fool around but your father is quite aware of such things.

I truly respect your father.
Atleast not for me but for your father, please come back on rite track.
It would be good and great for you.

He's a gemstone.
Respect and lots of love to him.

Read it if you have guts..!!

You have always blamed me for whatever happened at your home.
You never ever trusted me in your life.

You broke up with me for GAUTAM VIJ and I was so innocent and true to you but then also you hurted me and went to his side but than also I never hurted you and you did to me.
But after 1 year you got to the result for hurting me.

Your ex GAUTAM VIJ,  hurted you in every possible way. Physically and mentally.  Than you messaged me and cleared everything with me.

Where's your true love for whom you ditched me?? Tell me?? No answers..??
You'll get the answers one day.

You're not taking your life seriously. You are running behind the money.

Attitude makes a difference.

Today you might be busy with your friends and your parties but one day you'll get over with it anf than you you'll think that I have lost everything in my life.
I never ever wanted to hurt you but I have always loved you and cared for you, no matter what.

When we were in relationship,  I thought you were serious for me but you actually cheated me in every way.

You have always given preferences to your attitude and ego and your friends,  let me tell you they all are using you some or other way. So be careful and react properly.

I still believe in old sayings that first love is blind and last love, yeah thats fucking true, don't worry you will realize my value one day when you might look back but I would still be there for you.

Its been almost 4 years when we broke up and till the time I have never followed you or tried to get your numbers,  I have always contacted you through Facebook because I never wanted to see you in trouble.

Wakeup and live your life properly and with some high respect and status.
Don't run behind the love, when your love is waiting for you.

I won't message or inbox you on Facebook from now.
I am still writing here to reduce my stress and depression. And its a good way to express your feelings here.

I knoe you wont read all this because for you money, attitude and friends are important.

Thanks for hurting me in every possible way. But I never want to hurt you.

Respect and lots of love
Sehaj Aka Sorabh

I know this would never happen.

I wonder if/when she will call me. I keep thinking she will come back. My gut tells me that she will but when I think about it, I know she wont. It's hard to imagine life without her. It's sad. I guess I'm in denial that we actually broke up and i have to move on without her. It really makes me sad because we had so much goin for us.Think she will ever get in touch with me again?

You'll look at me once.

She left me after one year. She is so happy to not be with me. She started dating someone else the same week we broke up. How is this possible? We had so much going for us. Now it's all gone. I wish she would come back. I keep thinking she will come back but I know she won't. She's not with me anymore and she's happy about it. It hurts.

Waiting for you.

Why do you hurt me so much? Yet I still keep loving you no matter what. You crush my heart into pieces, left me for dead in the streets and laugh at like a fool. Yet, I'm still here, waiting with my head spinning from memories we have together. Yeah, they say love rules, makes the world go round, but it only makes my head spin in pain and longing for you. That's how I am now begging for a little bit of something- sentimentality or tenderness- I don't know.

You messed me up real good. You made me crazy in love. You made me into this! If you know mercy and give it to a dying dog like me, let me come see you. I am not what you think I am, I feel things baby. I feel things real hard than most people, so forgive me if I ever hurt you in anyway out of anger. Emotions and words don't come easy for me, they never have. But that doesn't mean I don't know how to love. Maybe I should try harder to show you that I do, I do love you and I will always will no matter how much you keep on hurting me.

Ask your heart - do I deserve all the things your doing to me? Have I not been good to you? Do I not even deserve to be your friend after all we've been through? I was there for you when no one else was. I was deeply loyal and loving till the end and you know the truth. So find time to sort your issues, forgive and forget if you must. Or please open your mind - we should TALK things over. We should talk more and fight less. No matter how hurtful things are and no matter how much you've hurt me. I still believe in us.

WapisAajaNahiRulaungaAbh

Nobody could ever understand me like you do.
Nobody could ever imagine how much I love you.
Nobody could ever change my love for you.
Nobody could ever come in my life like you did.

I'm happy with everything what I have but what hurts me the most is YOURABSENCE.

ILOVEYOUSIMRAN

ILOVEYOUSIMRAN#YOUHATEMEMORE

Hey beautiful,

You are not like anyone I've ever met. You're a keeper. And I will keep at this until I win your heart. You make me feel so vulnerable, so in love.

Please do not ask me to stop writing you, my letters of love and devotion to you, just keeps me alive on every cold night out here. You do not know how much I long to be with you. I miss talking to you and I miss you so much it hurts just thinking I do not have you by my side.

But I feel that will change if you give me a chance to prove to you that my love is true.

I love you.

........... </3...........

Another day has come to past in this foreign city, and here I sit in this cafe, letting my coffee get cold because thoughts of you fill my head. Recalling your sweet face and the sound of your voice keeps me warm. It gets me through the busy day. All I can do right now to console myself is to keep things on a pleasant and positive note. That I will see you soon again, and get to say things like these up close, whisper them in your ears and perhaps even watch you smile. Because I have so many stories to tell you, so many words longing to soothe your aching heart, I want to tell you these things, share the most intimate details of my life with you and no one else.

I miss you, my sweet. I am nothing without you, but a lonely boy in a cafe.

Somebody Please Understand.

I am not over you, not in a million gazillion years. You may look different now, I don't care. I love you. I don't care if you grow old, get fatter and have more babies. I don't care if you've loved so many, even though most have never loved you back. I just want you to know that I love you more than these people would even blink and care about you. The ugly truth is that you can't accept the fact that there is someone in this world who does love you for who you really are, who doesn't care about your past or what people say about you. You deserve to be loved and loved back. You are beautiful in my eyes and no one can ever say otherwise.

You Left Me Bleeding.

Dear Simran,

I know it's been a long time and I've really missed you so much.

I have a lot of love for you in my heart, and even all these years apart, I still do. I just wish the past had never happened. Breaking up with you was the hardest thing I ever had to face and to go through life alone afterwards was a painstaking process, I do not know how I've gotten up to this point without you in my life. I am writing this because I am not there yet, I have not completely healed. I have not let go of hope. I still dream of being with you. Just doing the stuff we used to do, doing everyday things that made you crazy and happy. Just recalling all those days brings tears to my eyes... tears of joy, heartache and pain. I feel just about everything now.

So indulge me, if you can, let me write you from time to time, you don't need to write me back. I just want to let you know that I still do think about you and how you still matter up to now.

Love,
Sehaj Aka Sorabh

YouAreNotAlone#SIMRAN

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay.

SIMRAN#YOURSMILEACTUALLYRAISEMEUP

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up... To more than I can be.

ThatsWhyILOVEYOUSOOOOMUCH#SIMRAN

The minute I heard my first love story, I started looking for you, not knowing how blind that was. Lovers don’t finally meet somewhere. They’re in each other all along.

Iloveyou

ForYouHoneyBeeYouStickOnSugarFaces#SIMRAN

Really fucked up today, Missing you like a crazy ass.
Seriously yaar life is boring without you.
Life has no meaning without you.
You light up my life.
I seriously don't know what's happening with me or us.
This is life?? Nooo this is bullshit.

Everyday I see many happy couples on the streets and every time I end up with tears, wish I could hold you like they do, wish I could tell this world that you're mine and your the reason why I am on this planet, to love you more and more. You're my smile.

I feel jealous when I see couples,
I feel jealous when they hold each other's hands,
I feel jealous when they kiss each other,
I feel jealous when they laugh together to make world jealous of their love and they feel proud.
I just end up with tears and our memories which we had and it hurts, I ask myself why am I suffering??
You may not be able to understand my love for you.
You never made me feel like a king.
I did soo much to make you happy and make you proud of yourself.
You're mean SIMRAN, I know you will never ever see my face because you hate me.

I have always loved you and I pray for your happiness and your good health and I wish you get everything in your life.

Anyways, I am suffering from this.
I don't want you to suffer.

May you get your true love and get settled with him and remain happy till the last breath. I can guarantee you that you guys would have awesome life and future.

You're my first and last love and I am in love with our shared memories..I'm loving it.

StayBlessedMyLilGirlMayYouGetEverything#SIMRAN

" Always remember that if a person loved you once, even after a hundred years there will still be some of that love left. no matter how much that person denies it."

IHaveDiedEverydayWaitingForYou#SIMRAN

I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart.And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you.But those words may forver stay in my heart-locked inside.Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know.

YOUAREMYPRECIOUSSTONE#SIMRANDIAMOND

Everyone knows stones weigh alot, this can be apply to weight from everyday life, worries, anger, hurt, pains, we get so caught up with negative emotions and thoughts, we over look those around us, who are DIAMONDS in our life, at time mistreat them, not give them focus, but instead look at their faults, condem them, because they are not doing or thinking as you would want them too, those are stones, that weigh you down, in which it affects your demeanor, then later your fraustrated, and looking at everyones faults, so you turned the DIAMOND into a black ugaly stone, solution: put that stone bag down, start looking at the good, positive side ( The Diamond side). Family, girlfriends/ boyfriends, Wife/ Husbands don't take each other for granted, Friends in your life, true friends, when was the last time you told anyone of these you loved them? Or do you think and say oh they know I do? But if I say it too much I am showing I am weak, are you? So what are you waiting for, until they are gone? then your standing there with regrets, in your mind your saying if only!! PRIDE, Selfishness, EGO are in the way, right NOW IS THE TIME! to repair and renew, oneself, look at the beauty of the Diamond not the flaws, you may say but I now this already.... oh really then why are you still holding on to stones that weigh you down, only each one of us knows our stones... Do you depend on yourself to pull you threw? where is your faith in GOD, or you don't need him, you follow your own rules, A wise man with wisdom, woman as well, would trust and put his faith on him, he will help you put those stones down, and hand you Diamonds, But only you can make that choice.... Grow old alone because stones dug your grave, or live blessfull because Diamonds were in front of you and you did not take them for granted... YOUR CHOICE!!

WaitingForMySunshine#SIMRAN

Never ignore someone that cares for you. Because someday you'll realize you've lost a diamond while you were busy collecting stones.

IWILLLOVEYOUFORATHOUSANDYEARS#SIMRAN

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer.

I Say To You Come Home Come Home..</3</3

I'm Gonna Give All My Secrets Away..

For You Love </3 </3

Don't Pretend That It Never Happened.

Tears of blood fall from my broken heart
I never thought we would be apart

When you held me you said "forever"
Now that you're gone I know you meant "never"

Saying you love me with that look in your eye
And that was a cold hearted lie

Your tender touch, a soft kiss
Two things about you I will miss

As I sit here thinking about you
My face is wet with tears past due

I should've cried a long time ago
But I loved you so

I know they say love is blind
But I had only you on my mind

A hurt so deep it cuts like a knife
But wounds heal and I'll go on with my life.

We Used To Be So In Love..

At first we loved, but not again.
We met at the random place,
and we talked ever since.
We stood starring at each other,
I wondered the time,
We'd stand together.
Holding hands as we walk down the street,
I wondered when our lips
Would meet.
My heart is broken,
you seem to ignore, The pain I
have, when you left me sore.
Our love was strong
In which now your
heart is blind to see, now I feel
that your love has forgotten
completely about me.
Well all in all I'm heartbroken
Without you by my side,
I wish we could love each other
like we did that one time.

Toh Zinda Ho Tum..

Dilon Mein Tum Apni Betaabiyan Leke Chal Rahe Ho, Toh Zinda Ho Tum
Nazar Mein Khwabo Ki Bijliyan Leke Chal Rahe Ho, Toh Zinda Ho Tum

Hawa Ke Jhokon Ke Jaise Aazad Rehna Seekho
Tum Ek Dariya Ke Jaise Lehron Mein Behna Seekho
Har Ek Lamhe Se Tum Milo Khole Apni Baahein
Har Ek Pal Ek Naya Samaa Dekhiye

Jo Apni Aankhon Mein Hairaniya Leke Chal Rahe Ho, Toh Zinda Ho Tum
Dilon Mein Tum Apni Betaabiyan Leke Chal Rahe Ho, Toh Zinda Ho Tum.

Jab - Jab Dard Ka..

Jab-Jab Dard Ka Baadal Chaya
Jab Gham Ka Saya Lehraya
Jab Aansoo Palkon Tak Aya
Jab Yeh Tanha Dil Ghabraya
Humne Dil Ko Yeh Samjhaya
Dil Aakhir Tu Kyun Rota Hai

Duniya Mein Yunhi Hota Hai
Yeh Jo Gehre Sannaate Hain
Waqt Ne Sabko Hi Baante Hain
Thoda Gham Hai Sabka Kissa
Thodi Dhoop Hai Sabka Hissa
Aankh Teri Bekaar Hi Nam Hai
Har Pal Ek Naya Mausam Hai
Kyun Tu Aise Pal Khota Hai
Dil Aakhir Tu Kyun Rota Hai

Pighle Neelam Sa..

Pighle Neelam Sa Behta Ye Sama
Neeli Neeli Si Khamoshiyan
Na Kahin Hai Zameen Na Kahin Aasmaan
Sarsaraati Hui Tehniyaan-Pattiyaan
Keh Rahi Hain Bas Ek Tum Ho Yahan
Bas Main Hoon, Meri Saanse Hain Aur Meri Dhadkane
Aisi Gehraiyaan, Aisi Tanhaiyaan, Aur Main… Sirf Main
Apne Hone Par Mujhko Yakeen Aa Gaya..

Gaur Farmaiyega..

APNI TO ZINDAGI HI AJEEB KAHANI HAI ,
JIS CHIS KO CHAHA WO BEGANI HAI ,
HASTE HAI TO SIRF DUNIYA KE LIYE ,
WARNA IN ANKHO MAIN TO SIRF PANI HI PANI HAI.

Arz Kiya Tumhare Pyaar Me Iss Ghalib Ne..

Jub Kuch Sapne Adhure Reh Jate Hain,
Tab Dil Ke Dard Ansu Ban Ke Beh Jate Hain,
Jo Kehte Ki Hum Sirf Aap Ke Hain,
Pata nahi Kaise Alvida Keh Jate Hain.

Saare Shikwe Janab Tere Hai,
Dil Pe Saare Azaab Tere Hai,
Tum Yaad Aao To Nind Nahi Aati,
Nind Aaye To Saare Khwab Tere Hai.

Har khamoshi ka matlab inkaar nahi hota
Har nakamyabi ka matlab haar nahi hota
Toh kya hua agar hum tume na paa sake
Sirf paane ka matlab pyar nahi hota.

Talaash Karo koi tumhe mil jayega,
Magar hamari tarha tumhe kaun chahega,
Zarur koi chahat ki nazar se tumhe dekhega,
Magar ankhein hamari kahan se layega.

Jindagi K Har Lamho Me Unhi Ko Pate Hain,
Bhool Jayein Khud Ko Par Unhe Nahi Bhoolate Hain,
Jane Kya Baat Hai Unme Ae Khuda,
Jitna Bhoolate Hain Wo Utna Yaad Aate Hain.

Itna aitbaar to apni dhadkanon par bhi humne na kiya,
Jitna aapki baaton par karte hain,
Itna intezar to apni saanson ka bhi na kiya,
Jitna aapke milne ka karte hain.

Yeh raat itni tanha kyun hoti hai,
kismat se apni sabko sikayat kyun hoti hai,
Ajeeb khel khelti hai yeh kismat
Jise hum pah nahi sakte
usi se mohabbat kyun hoti hai.

Hold Me Just For The Last Time..!!

ICANSTILLFEELYOUINARMSANDHEART#LOVEYEAHHEAPSBABY

ICANSTILLFEELYOURPRESENCEHEREPLEASEDONTLEAVEMEALONE#LOVEYOU

SPLITSVILLATHEMESONG#Your Favorite Song

I still remember those days when we used to listen to this song in your room.
Our all time favo song.

JUSTHOLDMYHANDONCEAGAIN#LIVEISYOURS.

I Wish I Could Give You My Pain

I wish I could give you my pain,
So you can feel the things I do.
Just for one day.

I wish I could give you my eyes,
So you can see all the fears I do,
Just for one day.

I want you to walk in my place for one day,
To hear what I hear,
To see the world the way I do,
To be me just for one day.

Maybe then you would never leave me,
Maybe then you would really understand,
That it isn’t easy,
Being me.

I would walk right next to you,
So I could see what I am like,
I would walk away from you,
So you would know how that feels to me.

I would shout at you,
So you would know what that feels like too.
Then I would leave you,
Alone in crisis,
So you could feel my pain,
So you could taste my tears,
And then.

You would feel the scream inside,
Just like I do.

If you were to spend just one day as me,
All your colours would be taken away,
You would only see two.
If you were to be me for just one single day,
You would know then why I fear the things I do,
Why I am the way I am,
And why I always say I can’t live without you.

Why it hurts to smile and why,
It feels like weakness to cry.
You would know why I always say…

Please don’t leave me.

And you would know that even though I sometimes…
I think I hate you but really…
I never do.

And you would know why the smallest things,
Make so much difference to me,
How the smallest things are often forgotten so easily,
The few words to tell me I will be okay,
The few words that say,
I am never alone.

The grip of your hand,
Feeling safe and secure,
Just one day as me,
Your heart would hurt,
All your inside would too.

Just one day as me,
You would want to run away from being just like me.
Maybe you would learn something,
Maybe then you would always think about what you say to me,
Maybe then you could try,
And take my pain from me.

At least,
If you spent one day as me,
You could go back to being you again,
It’s not that easy for me,
I’m here as me all of the time,
For a lot more than,
Just one day.

WHYAREYOUAFRAIDTOLOVEME#TELLMEPLEASE

I know inside my mind,your
afraid to fall in love with me,
I dont  know why?
I could never hurt you ,you  are my
heart and soul,your in all my dreams,
and I love you so much.
Could it be your tired of getting hurt,
well baby  your not alone,
Because I"ve  been there myself.
In the game of pain,I can love
you the way you should  be loved.
you understand me and respect me
your a very loving girl, with a warm heart when we are together we have fun ,dont we?
So please tell me why  are you
afraid to fall in love with me?

Feel It Once..

You've got someone here. someone who wants to make it alright,
someone who loves you more than life. right here .

Say it when you love me, why you are running away from me.

This is killing me, which won't get heal..aahhh it hurts..

Wish I could catch you..

You don't know, do you, that in a crowded room, my eyes will always search for you.

Thought I was doin' fine, 'bout to get you off my mind, I see your face
and then I'm wrapped, around, your pretty little finger again.

If I'm away from you for more than an hour, I can't stop thinking about you.
I carry you in my spirit. I pray for you more than I pray for myself. And that,
that, that smile. When you smile like that, my world is alright....
I am in love with you

won't call again, I promise But I need to see you face to face...
because I'm never as good as when you're there...and I can see myself
the way you look at me. And I'm sorry. If we could just get together and
find some time to talk. Lets say all the things we never said.

Come Home..Em Waiting..

Hello world
Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I’m young
For speaking out of turn
There’s someone I’ve been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They’re in the wrong place trying to make it right
But I’m tired of justifying
So I say to you..

Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
Right now there's a war between the vanities
But all I see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
So come home.... </3 </3

Say All I Need..

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it??

Simran Come Back..

Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you’re here not there
And you’d give anything to get what’s fair
But fair ain’t what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see?

SIMRAN, Can you forget your first love??

That first look, that shy smile and that gentle first touch...do these emotions trigger off nostalgia in you? While your first love maybe lost in time, somewhere within your heart, the memories of your first love still linger on. Whether or not you've moved on in life, whether you've found love once again, does your first love still make you emotional. What is it about your first love that makes it almost impossible for you to get over the cherished moments? Are our first love experiences truly 'unforgettable'? Or is merely a choice to be embroiled in our past that keeps us revisiting our memories?

Wish You Were Here With Me..

Funny how the years,
They just pass us by
Seems like yesterday,
You were in my life
You always wanted to start a family
I was way too young,
I was runnin' free

If you could only see me now,
You'd realise
I'm not the boy who made you cry
You gave yourself,
I didn't see it
You died in me,
I should have saved you
Wish you were here with me

I thought i knew it all,
How stupid could i be
I think of what i had,
And it makes me weep

Sometimes,
You hurt the ones who love you most
And sometimes,
You hold the ones who leave you lost
And sometimes
You learn, but it's too late
It's too late

You gave yourself,
I didn't see it
You died in me,
I should have saved you
You gave yourself
Why did you give youself to me
You died in me,
Why was i too blind to see
Wish you were here with me.

Kya hoon main aur kya samajhte hai,

Sab raaz nahi hote batane wale,

Kabhi tanhaiyo mein aakar dekhna,

Kaise rote hai sabko hasane wale.

Arz Kiya Hai..

For You Simran,

Bahut Hansa Tha Main, Jinko Bhi Hansaane Ki Liye. Wahi Chod Gaye Hain Mujhe Aaj, Tanhai Main Aansoo Bahaane Ke Liye.

Woh Hanste Hain Haamare Saamne, Shayad Hamein Tadpaane Ke Liye. Par Hum To Kambakht Ro Bhi Nahi Sakte, Zamaane Ko Gum Dikhane Ke Liye.

Ruke The Hum Har Moad Par, Unke Intezaar Ke Liye. Aaj Chod Gaye Hain Woh Ek Naye Moad Par, Zindagi Bhar Intezaar Karwaane Ke Liye.

Bahut Khushiyan Hain Aas-Pass, Mujhe Khush Karne Ke Liye. Phir Bhi Koi Wajah Doondhta Hoon, Shaayad Main Muskuraane Ke Liye.

Kuch Yaadein Hongi Unke Pass Bhi, Humein Yaad Karne Ke Liye. Par Woh Kabhi Humein Na Yaad Kar Payenge, Doondhenge Kisi Bahane Ke Liye.  

Kabhi To Woh Bhi Sochenge, Humaare Pass Waapis Aane Ke Liye. Lekin Tub Hum Honge Hi Nahi, Unko Pachtaane Ka Mauka Dene Ke Liye.

Zinda  Laash Hai Aab To Yeh Zism, Aapna Hi Bhoja Dhone Ke Liye. Thodi Si Zamin Talaashta Hoon, Khud Ko Dafnaane Ke Liye.

Neend bhari hai aankhon mei aur intezar karta hon, Dekh meri nazaron mei tujhe kitna pyar karta hon.   Tera milna to abb aik khawab hi lagta hai, Najanay abb kyoon dil ko bhula rakha hai.

Ik vaari gal te kar..!!

Neend bhari hai aankhon mei aur intezar karta hon, Dekh meri nazaron mei tujhe kitna pyar karta hon.

Feel The Pain Baby..

Sometimes, when I say "I'm okay", I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say, "I know you're not.. </3 </3

At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet..

Love is not just saying I love you or something to that special person, it's so much more than that. It's helping, supporting, being there for them, standing by their side no matter what happens and doing anything you can for them, forgive and forget whatever mistakes they made and that's what I want to do for you, Babe. I wish I could hold you and comfort you and make you feel comfortable and happy. I can only hope the things I do, say and write bring you happiness like you have given me. You are my heart and if I can do anything to please you, I will.

You mean so much to me and I'm lucky to have you. I try to keep everything you send me; remember when you sent me that email that talked about Valentine's Day? I have a copy of it in my wallet for inspiration or when I feel down I read it. I've had it ever since you sent it to me. I love you so (x a million) much, I cherish the ground you walk on, I cherish everything about you, and I cherish you. You mean everything to me, you are special to me and you make me so happy and I feel so free when I'm around you. You're always on my mind. I think of you everyday, sometimes when I see something on TV or hear a song, I think of you. 

I love you and think about you all the time and I worry about you. I always wonder how you feel, how you're doing, what you're doing. Because I know you get depressed and sad and I worry about that. I want to try and help you because I've been there and done that. I've been depressed and I know how it feels, that's why I want to help. I love you and I don't want you to have to go through that alone, you may think you have to go at that alone but that's not true. I'm here to help you, I want to support you and I worry about that. I love you so much and I don't want you to worry or be depressed or be stressed out about something. I want to help you and comfort you; I want to try to make you as happy as you make me. You mean the world to me and I love you so much. All I want to do is hold you and love you and make all your troubles go away, I wish I could have told you this earlier.
I just want to make you so happy, so happy that you would feel as though you could fly. Babe, let's try to piece our relationship back together. I need you ... my heart needs you and I feel so empty without you. I love you so much.

Love always,
Your Rockstar..<3<3

I love you so much and I miss you. I miss the little things you did like calling me Boo Or Baby. I miss holding you, kissing you, everything about you. You just don't know what you do to me; every time I hold you I feel complete, every time I kiss you I feel bliss, every time I talk to you it makes my day. But not knowing if I'll ever hold you, look into your eyes and kiss you again scare's the hell out of me.

My heart aches at the thought of not being with you. I cherish the time we spent together - every hug, every kiss, walking, talking, holding hands. I cherish you, I love you and I'm so glad I found you. I would give anything just for you to be in my arms again; without you I feel so empty. When I'm with you there is just this feeling, my heart starts to beat faster I just feel so good like I can fly. It's like all the love flows through me.

When I hold you, I feel so complete and I love holding you. I want to hold you and tell you everything's going to be okay, I want to comfort you. I know you have been hurt before and so have I and I never want to hurt you. I want to hold you and make the bad feelings go away, yours and mine. I want to hold you and make you feel safe, protected, supported, loved. When I hold you it's like nothing else matters except you and me…I want to take you to a place, where time stops and there's nothing to worry about except you and me - the important things in life. I want to talk more about you and the troubles you're going through so I can help you, even more, I want to be with you so you can forget them and put your mind at ease so you don't stress out about everything.
We have all the time in the world to talk or do whatever. I wish I could take you somewhere just you and me so we could relax and be free and forget about all our troubles. So I can treat you like a queen, the way you should always be treated. You are my queen. How can I tell you, you mean more to me than life itself? I love you more than life and each passing day I love you even more. Just loving you has its own rewards, I never want to fight or argue with you, I just want to love you.

I just wish you were here right now so I could tell you this. I just keep trying to figure out all the wrongs I've done to you. maybe I didn't say I love you enough, maybe I didn't talk and open up enough, maybe I didn't understand you enough and I just keep coming up with more things that I think I've done wrong to you. If I could, I would turn back time and redo all the wrongs I have done to you and make them right. I just hope you find it in your heart to forgive me for all the things I've done to you and take me back. I should have done a lot of things better now I will do better.

Every time I'm away from you I feel so empty. I think that's why I pushed for us to be together when you didn't have any free time. It was horrible in college, all those miles away from you feeling empty inside, wanting to call you and talk but couldn't.
I was just trying to make up for lost time. I wanted to be with you so bad it hurt, and then seeing other couples in college holding hands I felt even worse, you know what I mean. Each minute away from you feels like an eternity. I love you so much.

I hurt when you hurt, when you're sad I feel it. When you're depressed I'm depressed. I love you so much and I don't like when you're sad, I want you to be happy like you have made me and I'm so glad I found you. I would do anything to see you smile. I wish I could take away all the troubles in your life. But all I can do is comfort you and support you and be here if you need me, but I wish I could do more for you. I love you and I want to help you.

Hoping You Would Call Me Once..

Call Me Love.
Call Me Love.
Call Me Love.
Call Me Love.

She's My Life..♡♡♡♡

"Anyone can love a million girls, but I wanna love one girl (you) a million ways.."

My Cup Cake Love..

I may talk to other girls,
I may laugh with other girls,
I may even hug other girls,
But none of them will ever mean as much to me as you.

You say I’m sweet for remembering every little detail about you. I’m not doing it to be sweet, I remember because I pay attention. I pay attention because I love you and I’m glad to be your exception.

They say that love like in the movies don’t exist in real life. I say it’s a good thing because we could make a way better story anyway .

Wish I Was Your Lover..

Dear Simran,

I’ve been going through so much lately. I haven’t found a lot of reasons to smile, but I want to let you know that whenever I feel like crying and breaking down I think of you and I manage a smile. You make me happy and the thought of you reassures me that everything will be ok. You don’t know how many times I’ve held myself back from crying. As strong as I make myself look, I am weak inside. If there had to be anyone in this world that could always make me smile, it would be you. It would be you because of all the simple things you do in life that make me happy. It’s because your smile makes me smile and the thought of you makes me smile. I don’t know what my life would be life if I didn’t meet you. It would probably be plain and untouched by love. I’d probably end up liking no other person, of course wouldn’t ever compare to what you mean to me. When I look into your eyes, I see love. I see everything, I see you. I can give you my heart and my love right now and forever. I hope nothing between us will ever change, but if anything had to change, it would be the love I have for you, because it would get stronger everyday.

Your Hun
#9899××××54

Dreaming About You..

Dear Simran,

Last night I had a beautiful dream. I was lost in a fog. I was wandering around, searching for something, only I didn’t know what it was exactly that I was searching for.  Every face I saw was strange.  Then at my darkest and lonliest moment I saw your face. You smiled at me, extended your hand and then we flew up together over the clouds and straight up towards the sun and the stars – twirling around and around — like two angels caught in a cosmic embrace. We were so happy.

Then I woke up and realized that this was no dream.  I had been presented with the truth about you.  Please take me up, my fiery angel, my beloved ♥ SIMRAN ♥ Wherever you go, please take me with you. Please stay by my side and make me complete.  My eyes need to see what you see, my ears hear what you hear and my soul feel what you feel…

Your Die Hard Crazy Lover
#9899××××54

One Day Everything Changed....

One day in your life
You'll remember a place
Someone touching your face
You'll come back and you'll look around, you'll . . .

One day in your life
You'll remember the love you found here
You'll remember me somehow
Though you don't need me now
I will stay in your heart
And when things fall apart
You'll remember one day . . .

One day in your life
When you find that you're always waiting
For a love we used to share
Just call my name, and I'll be there

You'll remember me somehow
Though you don't need me now
I will stay in your heart
And when things fall apart
You'll remember one day . . .

One day in your life
When you find that you're always lonely
For a love we used to share
Just call my name, and I'll be there.

Pyaar Tu Vi Naa Nibhaya..

Jo badal jaaye fir vo yaar kaisa?,

Jo toot jaaye fir vo sath kaisa,

Log aksar kehte hai mujhe fir se pyaar hua,

par magar ham kehte hai jo fir se ho jaaye vo pyaar kaisa...

I don't want anyone else to have you.♥♥

IT'S 5AM, Missing you like a hell.
Wish I could talk to you now and hold you in my arms..Damnn I am mad seriously,  waiting for those things which I knew wouldn't come true.
I really don't care wherever you go and wherever you are but my heart still beats for you, call me crazy , mad or make fun of my posts but I really don't give a damn because true love is something god gifted and I am blessed with this beauty. 
Saw you on 18Th OCTOBER 2008 and you will remain in my heart till the last time. 
I love you sooo much that sometimes I don't get words to describe my love for you.


Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.

Tired of everything,  my morning starts with your name and ends with the same.
Sometimes I find myself soo lonely that I can't tell you.

Left with your memories.... </3

I hate feeling jealous when we're not even together.

Maaf Kardii Sannu

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je waffa saade ton na hoyi te vaada tu vi na nibhaya,
je assi rus hi gye c te aake tu vi na manaya...
saade vekhdeya keru-keru chaa ho gye,
pher sajna oye vakho vakh raah gye,
pher tere saade vakho cakh raah ho gye......

kehne fadiyan ne hun tak hatha ch hawaava,
kehne dasiyan ne kde vehnde paaniyan nu raahva...
tusi vehnde hoye jdo dariyaa ho gye,
pher sajna oye vakho vakh raah gye,
pher tere saade vakho cakh raah ho gye......

saade naal laake tod na tu yaarian nibhayiya,
kade mukniya nhio jo tu payiyan ne judayiyan...
maaf kari jehre saade ton gunaah ho gye,
tere saade vakho vakh raah gye,
pher tere saade vakho cakh raah ho gye......

jdo jisma de naalo naate tod laye saaha,
rooh chad gyi saath band ho gyiyan nighaaha...
tere vaghdi hawa de naal vaah ho gye,
pher sajna oye vakho vakh raah gye,
ajj tere saade vakho cakh raah ho gye,
ajj tere saade vakho cakh raah ho gye...

                            





 

 

PLEASE DON’T DO THIS!!!!  Don’t you know I love you with all of my heart?  I’m dying inside knowing that  I could lose you forever.  I am so sorry and I will make all the changes you need me to make.  PLEASE DON’T LEAVE ME! PLEASE!!!!!!!!

I know I’ve been in the wrong.  I truly do! I know that you’ve talked to me before about how you felt and I know that I wasn’t open to changing at the time but I am now.  I promise.  I knew it was important to you but I didn’t know it was this important.  I know, I should have taken your feelings into account and I’m SO SORRY that I didn’t.  I now realize how important all this is to you and since it’s important to you it’s important to me.  Let me change for you, you have to give me the opportunity. You just have to!

It’s me!! You can’t leave me and end what we have together.  We’ve been together so long, you can’t just throw it all away.  We’ve invested so much in this relationship and I can’t believe that you would want to throw all that away.  I just can’t!  I understand that you’re upset. I understand that you’re hurt.  But this can’t be the solution. We’re meant to be together! You’re my soul mate.

I promise you baby that I will make all the changes!  I promise I’ll pay more attention to you.  I promise you I will never belittle you in front of others, or even at all.  I promise you, that I will express my love more.  I promise you more intimacy and love.  I promise it all.  You’ve been so good to me.  So loving! So caring! And I know that I haven’t held up my end of the bargain but I promise you that it will all change.  I SWEAR!

Please just talk to me.  We need to talk about this. I’m so crazy right now and you not communicating me is killing me inside minute by minute.  I need your love! I need your voice! I just simply need you in my life.  I don’t want to live without you and I know I can be good to you.  I can be the person you deserve.  You just have to give me an opportunity too! I will show you! I promise! I really do promise! Please just give me one more chance and I’ll be everything you need me to be! PLEASE BABY! PLEASE!
Please call me after you read this.  I really want to talk to you. PLEASE CALL ME so we can talk. PLEASE!!!!!

Love Is The Only Gold.

Adhuri meri bhi kahaani reh jaayegi, adhuri teri bhi kahaani reh jaayegi, karogi fursat ke palon mein jab yaad, tere behte aansuo mein meri nishaani reh jaayegi

Baaki kuch nahi ab zamaane mein, zindagi guzar rahi hai tujhe bhulaane mein, ab kyu yaad aate ho itna jaane ke baad, shaayad tu khush hai mujhe yun rulaane me.

Baith kar dil udaas nahi hota, waqt guzarta hai kaise ye ehsaas nahi hota, bichad kar bhar aati hai aankhe, magar aansu pochne ke liye koi paas nahi hota.

Barso guzar gaye ro kar nahi dekha, aankhon mein neend thi so kar nahi dekha, wo kya jaane dard-e-mohabbat ko, jisne kabhi ro kar nahi dekha.

Beshak wo mere khyaalo mein khoyi hogi, gharwalo se chupa kar palke band karke soyi hogi, aankh mein aansu to nahi par wo meri yaad mein jarur royi hogi.

Bewafai uski mita kar aaya hu, khat uske paani mein baha kar aaya hu, koi padh na le us bewafa ke waado ko isliye, paani mein bhi aag laga kar aaya hu.

Bhool jaane ka tujhe koi irada na tha, tere siva kisi se kiya wada na tha. Nikaal dete dil se shayad tere khayaal, par is kambakht dil mein koi darwaza na tha.

 

I Heard Someone Whisper Your Name But When I Turned Around To See Who It Was, I Was Alone Then I Realized That It Was My Heart Telling Me That IMISSYOU.
Yea Just Have To Accept That I Can't Have What I Want. The Worst Pain Ever Is Rejection And That's Multiplied By The Max When It's By The One You Love. IWILLSURVIVE, Just.






Alone, Thinking Of You, I Sat, Recalling That Smile, That Chat. Nothing, But You, I Need, My Heart, My Eyes, All Bleed. No Words Can Describe How I Feel. No Heart Can Bear It, Flesh Or Steel.